Am i not even worth that trust?
Don't treat me like that!

I don't like when we're apart,
Cause when we are,things just doesn't goes right
Why couldn't we be just like we are beside?

Things happened these days,I'm back from Labuan tonight.
And the trip was kind of, super memorable, I mean the bad one.
Don't want to talk more about it.
Going to bed soon, finally on my own bed.
Not that sofa in Labuan anymore phew, and I'm gonna have stuff toys and my mickey mouse blanket with me.

Good Morning to my place,
Urgh,forth time about the same thing.
Fine,just forget about it,nothing special though.
I thought I'd make some difference,but nope, it remains.
Well, trying not to spoil my mood early in the morning, maybe a lil?
Who cares? Just gonna live the same.
By the way, can't think of any nice place for breakfast in a mood like that
Hope that's really nice breakfast that could help.
Uhm, like American breakfast? No, I'm not going to have that alone.
Well, just simply go to some shop and take away.


Have a nice day~ =')

Woke up with his " Good Morning!"
Prepared, and he brought me for lunch, erhm, breakfast actually. xD
Then went for movie- Fist Of Dragon, we arrived there just on time, bought tickets then into the hall.
Not much people in the cinema, no idea about that.
The movie is so-so, sort of a young guy saved the whole villagers.
Nothing special, skipped.




We then went to Shangri-La's Tanjung Aru Resort & Spa.
Used to went there when I was young, and also to the beach.
We're suppose to go to the beach but then decided to look around the resort.
Sitting on a couch, looking at the view.
Then we walked around the resort.
Unfortunately there's like no sunset today, or it would be better.
Looking forward to visit the Sunset Bar.

On the couch, taken by boyfie.

♥

After not studying together, we rarely seen each other.
I only meet him once a week, or in a few weeks, depends.
I appreciate him more by then, cherish the time we're together.
Thanks to boyfie for those moments.

I woke up in the morning, and still remember that bad dream I did last night.
I thought people forgot about their dream, but not me, I remember every of'em.
Last night's dream was awful, ='( I couldn't take it.
It goes like that:
Boyfie dumped me by just saying I'm a sister to him, and in front of me was him with another girl. wtf!
I can't take it that moment, and ran away, burst into tears.
He didn't chase up, he's with that girl, happily. ;(
And the dream ended just like that, not clear at all, and without any explanation.
I woke up and tears were rolling in my eyes.
I can't cry, that's just a dream, he's not going to dump me, I keep comfort myself.

I feel bad for having a dream like that, I won't suspect him, he wouldn't do such thing to me.
By then, I knew how much he meant to me.
I just fall for him, deeply.

How I wish you knew how hard I felt last night,
You ain't gonna dump me right?
You won't do such things to me, will you?
I have trust in you,
Hubby, I just love you theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese much!

Don't haunt me with such dream anymore, Damn It!
I was just afraid it would happen one morning when I open my eyes.

Outfit of today. =D

My First Bouquet of Flowers.♥

First Expression. =D

Another one.

Thanks Hubby!♥

Happy Valentines Day!♥

What actually happen?
I feel bad today, but you doesn't seemed like better either.
Words get little in every conversation, I thought you'd realize,
Everytime I acted moody, and I just hope someone would cheer me up.
But why I just can't get that.
I'm just tired of being strong, wouldn't you think maybe someday, I would fall too.
I need care, I need something to talk to, not just talking nonsense and flirting around.
It's just seemed everything turn even worst when I'm down.
Others got comfort, but why not me?
Am I not even worth to care?





Baby, I just need you to care, to comfort me when I acted so weird.
But I guess you don't even realize.
Once again, everything will be fine, =')

Sometimes, I feel like we've nothing to say.
What am I to you if you ain't telling anything to me.
Just got tired of it, I don't even have someone to talk to.
I hope everything goes fine, just don't wanna be like this.

I'll be fine =')
Just hoping for too much,sometimes?
Or am I just thinking too much?
Hope so, tomorrow will be a better day.
No hard feelings.
Everything gone better now :D

Sorry is the strongest word to seek for forgiveness if you care,
It's a simple way to ignore someone and prevent quarrel if you don't.

Don't say you're sorry if you're not.
Sorry isn't as easy as you just said it.
You said it and you should meant it.
As you said sorry, you learnt from your mistake.
Not just saying pointlessly.

Short post in chinese:

今早和家人靜坐去,也做blessing.
中午男友看電影去了-阿炳心想事成
人家除夕夜看的戯，我們元宵節才來看. >_<
其實我男人他之前看了今天他陪我看.


我活了那麽久才知道元宵節是東方情人節
我和他度過第一個東方情人節,還是過了才知道的,笨笨的. =\
我愛你,男人 ♥

The same mistake for the third time. ='(
It means so much to me, although not celebrating, but greetings should be there.






Happy One Year and Four Months Anniversary Eileen. ♥

Our shirt.♥

Hasn't met him since my last paper, for nearly a month.
Short updates, just to say I finally get to meet him up and we went for movie.
And boyfie just got his phone, finally, ;D thanks to his papa.

Hubby.♥

Us.♥

28th should be our day, and it's December, a holiday month.
Couples would have celebrated their day together during holidays.
But we missed twice.
The same day and same month last year, we're both far apart, we didn't greet each other.
This year, I'm still waiting for it, I guess I won't be having any greetings though.









Happy One Year and Three Months Anniversary Eileen.♥

Babe, seriously, what happened to us?
It feels like we don't know each other anymore. ='(

Elegant enough. ♥

Tall and Slim, xD

He was the first. ♥

Screen Wallpaper.

                             

Neighbours in class.

My long lost brother, same year same month same day. ;)

Pauline.

Dear Sun.

Michell bii.

Lastly, My four years sister, Angela ling! ♥

07252, 蔡日玲, Eileen Chai Tze Leen. ♥

22nd of October, 390 days. ♥

28th of September 2011, 366 days.
It's our 366 days, our One Year Anniversary!
It was suppose to be 365 days, and I don't know where the extra one day come from, nevermind. x)
I did nothing special, just bought a black tee for both of us.
And I wrote a card for him, yea, I wrote, its all words in the card, nothing else. ;D
Buu, he seemed so surprise i bought him something, =X

Inside.

Front Page.

Our Couple Tee.♥

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ihy hubby. ♥

I meet her up at Ah Lok after school, we had our lunch there.
And here we go for our movie. weehh~
We went to One Borneo for movie, cause Suria don't have the 2D one.
Final Destination 5.


I watched Final Destination 1 to 4, and so I wanted to watch the Final Destination 5.
Final Destination 1 to 4 is still okay to me, but Final Destination 5 was lil freaky.
We took the middle sit, which beside us was groups of couple and we was like 'Is this a couple's roll', haha
Whenever there's scary scene coming, we closed one side of our eye, with jacket, oppss.
The other part was quite okay, but the Eye Surgery part really freak me out.
The whole part when the doctor try to apply something on her eyes, I closed my eyes till I saw the girl's eye ball was crashed by car. yucks!
Some movie scenes.

Finally I've a day holiday today, cause it's National Day. ;D
Actually we're suppose to be having a week holiday due to Hari Raya.
But unfortunately, examiners are having holiday tuition classes, which really pissed us off.