小乖乖-蔡冥佑
Monday, December 28, 2009 Y
小乖乖-蔡冥佑
nice song..
这城市依然在运转 而我的脑袋 跳针 停不下来 有时候必须为你失去方向感 你说的偶像剧对白 任性了起来 夸张 假装离开 连装可怜的戏码都演得可爱 像小孩无理取闹 学朋友数落我奇怪 责备我太理性没关系 因为你是我 小乖乖 小乖乖 快过来 抱一个 我带你 去体验 电影里的浪漫 一幕幕 提醒我 第一次的感动 这样就够了 我的 小乖乖 小乖乖 快过来 亲一个 在回家 的路上 超幸福的期待 我陪你 看星星 预言精彩未来 一定可以的 乖乖 骑机车随性地转弯 握住你的手 好像 特别自在 这一秒我会故意失去方向感 你说要我抱起来 感觉很呆却很坦白 想照顾我的口吻 哎呀是如此可爱 小乖乖 小乖乖 快过来 抱一个 我常常 在幻想 外星人的恋爱 像不像 你和我 很简单很快乐 这样就够了 我的 小乖乖 小乖乖 快过来 亲一个 我可以 送给你 一首一首的歌 认真了 就可以 变成幸福的人 一定可以的 我的 小乖乖 小乖乖 快过来 抱一个 我常常 在幻想 外星人的恋爱 像不像 你和我 很简单很快乐 这样就够了 我的 小乖乖 小乖乖 快过来 亲一个 我可以 送给你 一首一首的歌 认真了 就可以 变成幸福的人 更好的我们 乖乖
Eileen.♥ ily. 11:01 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009 Y
Christmas ended tonight.
That's nothing special about it.
No celebration.
Every year's same.
How I wish someday i would get that special and memorable one.
Eileen.♥ ily. 12:00 AM
Merry Christmas babes. ♥
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Merry Christmas babes. ♥May this Christmas wishes brings you joy and prosperity. =)
Love ya all.
Love,
Eileen.
Eileen.♥ ily. 12:00 AM
PMR result's out today! ='(
Thursday, December 24, 2009 Y
Wake up early in the morning,
went for breakfast and then to school to take my christmas.
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Tadda!! My christmas present was that damn PMR result.
need to queue in the principal office and sign on some kinda paper after taking the result.
PMR result's like hell.
I just got 2As and it's language papers,BM and Eng.
Arrived home, online, people was like 'hey,how's your result'
'I just got 2As.'
'Ow,that's good also lha,got A mha.'
'How about yours?'
'I got straight As,I cant believe myself.'
'Ow,gratz to you,you sure study very hard.'
bla bla bla...................................
They got 8As in government school, and I got 2As in the god damn private school.
Gosh,I was so pissed, so depressed, they're almost all my primary classmates.
I study hard too what,somemore we'll still preparing for UEC after the PMR.
So disappointed,mum keep saying that's because of those internet stuff.
I didn't online during PMR examinations okay,
some of my friends still asked why i didn't online,
between brother's still playing his online games during SPM,and everyday.
okays, till then, gonna calm down.
I'm not gonna cry,coz the time wont went back and let me take the examinations again.
At least I got As in my good subjects.
P/S: Di, the school is close this time,ask your parents to take it on Monday,the school will only be open on Monday.hope you get good results.
Eileen.♥ ily. 3:04 PM
23.12.2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 Y
today morning, go out with mum till evening..
got bought jor two dress..weeehhh~
happy, can wear for cousin's weeding on January.
then yam cha at Coffee Bean lagi,with bro and mum.
long time didn't go jor,talk so much there..=)
after that,went back home.
daddy booked air ticket for next year's cousin's weeding and 'Qing Ming'..more cheap..
Then my turn to online, di so ngam ngam online,chat with him a while.
this morning he arrive HK jor lur..
hmm.
It's Christmas Eve tomorrow.
And guess what, PMR results are out tomorrow.
It would be my BEST PRESENT EVER..
damn nervous eh,aikss.
hope I can get good results.
Eileen.♥ ily. 11:34 PM
Sandavarna.
Sunday, December 20, 2009 Y
Woke up 7.30am today,
sms wake di up, he's going to the airport and way to hk and tw for a week.
then my time to prepare, going to Sandavarna.
arrived Sandavarna,prepared food.
And they choosen me and some other youngsters to serve the monk.
We need to put the food into their bowl,quietly,politely,bless them with thankful heart.
After that,we took that food too as our lunch.
Then went to the meditation room, the monk give speech of what's Dharna.
they're two type of Dharna, Batidharna, and one more i forgot
Batidharna is when you have the joy, you shared with everyone.
another one is when others get something and you're jealous.
when you can be happy at both situation,that's what we called Dharna.
after that, went to the new meditation hall,they renovate it,so nice and peaceful.
lastly,went home.
[new meditation hall.]
[ In the car.]
Shadu. Shadu. Shadu.
Eileen.♥ ily. 10:43 PM
Last post under the name of him.
Thursday, December 17, 2009 Y
If you hold me tight and dont let go.
If you would told me to wait.I'll wait.
But you're just letting go and not taking back.
I thought you would a least split out a word to hold me.
But you didn't.
I know i hurt you so much.
I didn't mean to do that.
Months ago,I tried to post something on your profile,
or maybe message you,
but every time i wroten something,
i just couldn't press the send.
I admit i dont have guts to do so.
I'm glad I didn't do so.
coz I know I'll disappoint myself.
I split this out today,
I dont want my post to be always him.
I dont want my life to be nothing without him.
I just need to try,
try to get rid to mention about him.
try to be not that sensitive when people mentioned about him.
I found that's loads of post under the name you.
This would be the last post mentioned about you.
I would gently let you go.
I let our memoirs stay,
but not through mentioning it to remind myself.
I wont mentioned it anymore.
Thank you for listening to me.
Thank you for those care.
Thank you for pampering me.
Thank you for those memoirs.
Thanks you for loving.
Eileen.♥ ily. 8:07 PM
UEC
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 Y
UEC result's out today.
checked through sms this morning.
I was like.'oh-my-gosh' when i get the results.
I thought i'm gonna have one or two paper failed.
but I didn't.
told my mum and she was quiet happy.
she said it's not her expectation.
woah~ I'm glad at least i got an A and no F for UEC.
Noon, went for brunch with mum outside.
then to centre and warisan.
it's too bored at home bha.
just looking around in the shopping mall.
then yam cha at Secret Recipe.
Night, waited for daddy in the airport,flight from KL.
finally arrived, went to dinner.
tomorrow is bro's turn to get home,from friends house.=D
All I want for christmas is you.
Eileen.♥ ily. 10:54 PM
Happiness and Love. ♥
Sunday, December 13, 2009 Y
Holidays makes me bored,and made me think of you.
I just need to stop living in that very own wonderland.
I just need to wake up and face reality.
Continue breathing, like you continue on your life.
Continue smiling, like you laugh happily with your friends.
You're on your way, and I'm on mine.
Living happily is hard when you just cant let go.
Our love its neither long nor short.
I consider my longest ever, coz I really appreciate.
I knew you for about few years.
But now it's like I don't even know you.
I tried to remember all those memoirs.
But lastly I found that that's not so plenty of'em.
Maybe it's just a lil part of life.
Memoirs are just getting more and more far away from me.
Happiness is just nothing if you're alone.
Happiness is built between each other.
Happiness will be gain through love.
Love can be something,
something we needed to make our life more fulfill.
Love can be nothing,
because someone get hurts too much and not willing to trust love.
Love can be everything,
everything to couples that are really in deep love and put loads of effort in their relationship.
Love is just a thing,
this thing changes in how that person handle love in different situation.
Love is a great thing,
it's just how you handle it and how much you care about your relationship.
P/s: i'm just writing,you can ignore me if you don't like what i'm writing.
Eileen.♥ ily. 5:19 PM
Christmas is around.
Saturday, December 12, 2009 Y
Christmas is around.
Peoples are planning on their christmas program.
I'm wondering who could celebrate with me,and what would it be.
Maybe I would just go for a dinner with my family.
Watching several couples on the road. Wishing each other 'Merry Christmas'.
How I wish I could be a part of them.
But I know it's impossible.
Christmas, is some kind of wishing on that special day.
Foreign countries would have snow falling down.
It's winter. White Christmas.
Dear Santa,
I wish this year's Christmas is special for me.
I want ...... for Christmas.
Eileen.♥ ily. 9:19 PM
Yesterday's. (10th of December 2009.)
Friday, December 11, 2009 Y
heyy, sorry for not blogging this few days.
holiday's kinda bored and i had nothing interesting to post.
here's one lame one.
( Yesterday.)
went to school at 8 in the morning.
no one arrived, bored.
tried to sleep back, as i slept lately day before yesterday.
after peoples arrived. started our meeting.
not much to talk for yesterday's meeting because it's our part two meeting as we didn't finished it on our last time.
After meeting, had my breakfast with some of them.
then bought my S1 books, it's way too "early", i know.=.='|
then went back to co room, and there we start our cleaning work.
i'm glad when i'm back, those who wanna went home earlier had cleaned the co room.
and they went home.
take our broom and there we go, clean the stairs and the wall.
Kiki and Sam painted the shoes rack and cupboard.
there're so many bird's shit on the wall.ewwww~
the shit drop to the stairs when we scrub it, then accidentally step on it coz it's so tiny and we're kaki ayam-ing.
loads of fun moments while cleaning,
we sang, we talked, we laughed, we highed.
after cleaning, went to canteen for our high-tea? (wa tan ho)a heavy high-tea. haha.
then go back to co room, start our gossip-ing.
well, we talked loads about girl's stuff, girl's gossip?
then ah siao called hui ling , he said they wanna borrow broom for cleaning the next day.
'eh..borrow us you all de broom eh, tomorrow we want to clean up orh.'
'oh..*hang on.
( 'uii..he want to borrow broom orh .' )
( 'err..tell him RM5 for one .')
' uii..RM5 for one, '
'wah,like that better i go buy myself lha .'
'oh..you go lha. '*ended the conversation.
continued our gossip~~
suddenly.
'eh..how orh them?they want borrow onot de orh? '
'call him lha.manatau them .'
*missed call.
*called back.
'..................hello,the broom you all want borrow onot de orh .'
'of course want lha, but you all............ '
'want arh..RM5 for one .'
'wah..like that mea. '
*open loudspeaker. 'ya lha ,[ cut off section, can't remember what they talking about.]'
'uii,what you say orh, so noisy eh you there .'
'what orh, you there more noisy lho, we here no ppl talking pun. '
'har....what arh? cant hear orh '
'you there noisy bha. you so big at there, ask your people dont so noisy eh .'
'dont want orh..you say lha. '*opened loudspeaker.
' uii..keep quiet eh. .'
*quiet a while.
'you come take lha .' ended the conversation
'Ding Dong~ '
'Ding Dong~ '
*knocked the door.
*knocked back.
*knocked again .
*knocked back.
*opened the door, 'why you all knock back orh, not suppose to be us knocking de meh.'
' haha. '
'eiyer, siao bha, you knock de lo .' * all laughed.
Sam: 'hui ling, you tell them, the soft de RM5, hard de RM7'
'what soft de hard de orh, '
'eiyer, got two kind of broom de lo '
Sam: ' you tell them the hard the more rude, the soft de more easy.'
* all laughed, our brain is yellow~
so stupid conversation,readers might not understand it,but it's funny for us.haha
lastly, we went home one by one.
[ cleaning those dirt.]
[ how to clean those arh? too high liao.]
[ Ninja Assasin.]
Night, watched Ninja Assasin with mum and bro.
Rain's punya tegap and unbeatable.
and the people's blood in the movie all like water paip, flow so many and fast.haha
That's all for my yesterday. =)
Eileen.♥ ily. 9:00 PM
真正愛你的女生. 真正愛妳的男生♥
Saturday, December 05, 2009 Y
真正愛你的女生♥
Eileen.♥ ily. 3:55 PM
Morning ♥
Tuesday, December 01, 2009 Y
When I hear the bird start singing morning )
Eileen.♥ ily. 10:44 PM
