28th of February 2012.
Tuesday, February 28, 2012 Y
Good Morning to my place,
Urgh,forth time about the same thing.
Fine,just forget about it,nothing special though.
I thought I'd make some difference,but nope, it remains.
Well, trying not to spoil my mood early in the morning, maybe a lil?
Who cares? Just gonna live the same.
By the way, can't think of any nice place for breakfast in a mood like that
Hope that's really nice breakfast that could help.
Uhm, like American breakfast? No, I'm not going to have that alone.
Well, just simply go to some shop and take away.
Have a nice day~ =')
Eileen.♥
ily.
written at 12:13 PM
A day with hubby.♥
Saturday, February 25, 2012 Y
Woke up with his " Good Morning!"
Prepared, and he brought me for lunch, erhm, breakfast actually. xD
Then went for movie- Fist Of Dragon, we arrived there just on time, bought tickets then into the hall.
Not much people in the cinema, no idea about that.
The movie is so-so, sort of a young guy saved the whole villagers.
Nothing special, skipped.
We then went to Shangri-La's Tanjung Aru Resort & Spa.
Used to went there when I was young, and also to the beach.
We're suppose to go to the beach but then decided to look around the resort.
Sitting on a couch, looking at the view.
Then we walked around the resort.
Unfortunately there's like no sunset today, or it would be better.
Looking forward to visit the Sunset Bar.
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| On the couch, taken by boyfie. |
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| ♥ |
After not studying together, we rarely seen each other.
I only meet him once a week, or in a few weeks, depends.
I appreciate him more by then, cherish the time we're together.
Thanks to boyfie for those moments.
Eileen.♥
ily.
written at 9:10 PM
Bad Dream. ='(
Monday, February 20, 2012 Y
I woke up in the morning, and still remember that bad dream I did last night.
I thought people forgot about their dream, but not me, I remember every of'em.
Last night's dream was awful, ='( I couldn't take it.
It goes like that:
Boyfie dumped me by just saying I'm a sister to him, and in front of me was him with another girl. wtf!
I can't take it that moment, and ran away, burst into tears.
He didn't chase up, he's with that girl, happily. ;(
And the dream ended just like that, not clear at all, and without any explanation.
I woke up and tears were rolling in my eyes.
I can't cry, that's just a dream, he's not going to dump me, I keep comfort myself.
I feel bad for having a dream like that, I won't suspect him, he wouldn't do such thing to me.
By then, I knew how much he meant to me.
I just fall for him, deeply.
How I wish you knew how hard I felt last night,
You ain't gonna dump me right?
You won't do such things to me, will you?
I have trust in you,
Hubby, I just love you theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese much!
Don't haunt me with such dream anymore, Damn It!
I was just afraid it would happen one morning when I open my eyes.
Eileen.♥
ily.
written at 11:41 AM
Valentines Day.♥
Tuesday, February 14, 2012 Y
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| Outfit of today. =D |
As usual I woke up late morning and went for breakfast with parents.
Brother didn't want to go so he stayed at home.
After hours being outside, I went home.
And I saw a bouquet of flowers on the dining table.
At first I thought it was a surprise for mummy, and then I looked on the card attached on it.
I got wishes from hubby, and a bouquet of flowers.
I got my very first bouquet of flowers, and it's from my boy. ;D
No one ever got me flowers because I passed it alone, and I'm allergic to scent of flowers.
But then hubby got me those flowers, with just a lil scent, not strong.
I was so surprise, I didn't expect any gift from him.
I quickly text him when he was still in school.
I didn't get anything for him, I just did a simple photo for him.
Hope he like it. x)
It's Our Second Valentines together.
We didn't get to celebrate together during Valentines, last year too.
But I appreciate everything he gave me.
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| My First Bouquet of Flowers.♥ |
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| First Expression. =D |
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| Another one. |
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| Thanks Hubby!♥ |
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| Happy Valentines Day!♥ |
Happy Valentines Day Hubby!♥
Our 505th day.
Iheartsyou!♥
And someone noticed?
I changed my banner on Valentines. ;D
My first try doing on my own.
Eileen.♥
ily.
written at 11:00 PM
Care.
Monday, February 13, 2012 Y
What actually happen?
I feel bad today, but you doesn't seemed like better either.
Words get little in every conversation, I thought you'd realize,
Everytime I acted moody, and I just hope someone would cheer me up.
But why I just can't get that.
I'm just tired of being strong, wouldn't you think maybe someday, I would fall too.
I need care, I need something to talk to, not just talking nonsense and flirting around.
It's just seemed everything turn even worst when I'm down.
Others got comfort, but why not me?
Am I not even worth to care?
Baby, I just need you to care, to comfort me when I acted so weird.
But I guess you don't even realize.
Once again, everything will be fine, =')
Eileen.♥
ily.
written at 9:20 PM
The next day I open my eyes, it would be better. :)
Sunday, February 12, 2012 Y
Sometimes, I feel like we've nothing to say.
What am I to you if you ain't telling anything to me.
Just got tired of it, I don't even have someone to talk to.
I hope everything goes fine, just don't wanna be like this.
I'll be fine =')
Just hoping for too much,sometimes?
Or am I just thinking too much?
Hope so, tomorrow will be a better day.
No hard feelings.
Everything gone better now :D
Eileen.♥
ily.
written at 1:26 AM
Just posting. ;)
Saturday, February 11, 2012 Y
Sorry is the strongest word to seek for forgiveness if you care,
It's a simple way to ignore someone and prevent quarrel if you don't.
Don't say you're sorry if you're not.
Sorry isn't as easy as you just said it.
You said it and you should meant it.
As you said sorry, you learnt from your mistake.
Not just saying pointlessly.
Eileen.♥
ily.
written at 6:58 PM
元宵節 (6th of February 2012).
Monday, February 06, 2012 Y
Short post in chinese:
今早和家人靜坐去,也做blessing.
中午男友看電影去了-阿炳心想事成
人家除夕夜看的戯,我們元宵節才來看. >_<
其實我男人他之前看了今天他陪我看.
我活了那麽久才知道元宵節是東方情人節
我和他度過第一個東方情人節,還是過了才知道的,笨笨的. =\
我愛你,男人 ♥
Eileen.♥
ily.
written at 10:05 PM